Shitty Attitude

Last week at dinner Lucia said something to the effect of, “Mom, I realize how much time I have. Today when I got out of the shower I made those little baby footprints out of the condensation on the mirror. I can’t remember the last time I did that. I’m usually in such a rush.” I wish I could get to that appreciation for the extra time we have right now. I wish there was a magic button I could press that would give me access to that feeling instead of the one…